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SIFE has offered me new position as a project leader for a completely new project . The thing is this one is huge, not only for me but SIFE in general. After reading the email, a mix of feeling went around my head and drove me crazy. I once thought if this situation comes, all i have to do is to say yes, with honor. However when it comes for real, I choke on my reply as a loser.

Am I right for this? Am I capable enough for this?

Wait, I should not question myself  and accept this challenge immediately. How dare i call myself a risk taker if I'm afraid to face failure and afraid to be hurt?

Damn it, I think I'm going insane.